yeah so i slept with this dude last night and idk we were chatting a bit during the sexy time and for some reason his birthday came up and i was like “wait 25th of september? DUDE me TOO, wtf thats such a coincidence” and he was like “really? we have the same birthday? are u fuckin with me?” and i just looked down at his penis literally inside my vagina and was like “well technically yeah” and he was like haha nice one and high fived me
I’m so god damn, mind fucking numb. It’s been three weeks since I last dragged my blade against my skin and with everything that’s been happening lately with Lilly passing away and stuff with friends, plus fighting the urges, I’ve just put up an invisible wall around myself. It helps me block the pain, block the feelings and stops me from caring any more. I give up.
Never give up. <3
Don’t you see? Giving up, not caring; it’s my only option. Just forget about me. Forget about wasting your time trying to help me. Nothing will change my mind. But thank you.
I don’t want my thighs to touch.
I want bracelets to be loose on my wrists.
I want my hipbones to stick out.
I want my stomach to be flat.
I don’t want my legs to jiggle.
I want to look cute in skirts and shorts and dressers.
I want to be able to wear a belt around my waist and look small.